I have a sleeping disorder...... it's called , " I CAN'T FUCKIN SLEEP DAMMIT..." now its not a serious diease but once in a while i'll knockout for like 16 hours in a dead coma. Lovely no? Like now...its 6:30 in the morning and i haven't slept a lick yet. And i prob won't get to sleep till it's past midnight since its a weekend.....how do i do it u ask???

simple..lots of coke (drinking kind) and PORN...LOTS AND LOTS OF INTERNET PORN.






jk.

the following conversation is proof that girls are just as shallow and heartless as us men.........

AIM on a warm fuzzy tues night :

cake74: hey speaking of small dicks..whats the smallest u've had?
Ms.godamn: i dunno. i dont measure that shit.
cake74: girls always say that..but u KNOW..its like a one of those mental
things, one glance, "he's a 5er.."
Ms.godamn: this one guy i was with. damn. he was pretty small though.
cake74: but u KNOW
cake74: small as in...
cake74: 4 inchs?
Ms.godamn: let me check a ruler.
cake74: ha
Ms.godamn: maybe 4.5 to 5
cake74: so u dumped him?
Ms.godamn: after the first 2 times, i didnt even have sex w/him anymore.
cake74: wtf...ouch
cake74: was it that bad?
Ms.godamn: what's the point
Ms.godamn: it wasn't just small
Ms.godamn: it was skinny too
Ms.godamn: yuck. gross. bleh.
cake74: wait was it the guy or the dick
Ms.godamn: a little of both.
Ms.godamn: the dick didnt help
cake74: man..thats sad....this guy better make buku bucks later in life........
cake74: i feel for the guy
cake74: was he good looking at least?
Ms.godamn: he was pretty cute.
cake74: omg..u little baitch....
Ms.godamn: but one thing that bugs me is bad breath. and he had bad breath.
cake74: did the dick matter THAT much?
Ms.godamn: i can't be w/ a guy if he has bad breath.
Ms.godamn: his breath matters more than the dick
Ms.godamn: oh and clean, short nails too. he has to have nice hands.
Ms.godamn: and he has to be at LEAST 6'
Ms.godamn: preferably 6'1" to 6'2"
Ms.godamn: but no more than 6'2"
cake74: ok ok damn, i was only asking bout dick size.....

yes i'm fuckin up at 6:30 in the morning(motherbitch..).........just had to get some thing off of my mind i guess.

So as u know i'm single again ...W T F???!! This is a virus no??!(they must call it can'thavefindagoodwomenthrax or something retarded..) i have something don't I?? i mean jesus this can't be normal...sigh (hey at least i can blog now) I think there's some unwritten rules for blogging though. It seems like the rules are... You either gotta be single, not in a serious relationship(translation : UR GETTING ANALED...u just don't know it yet) can't get overe your ex, or ur a just a big ol slut who can't stay with one person. I mean serious now..these BLOG things are really only for ppl with serious issues, or else there really wouldn't be anythig to fucking write about would there? If i had a steady relationship I would never be on the net....ok well not true but i would never be on the net bitchin about my life and lack of a steady "fuck buddy".... and yes, isn't that waht we all really need?? A steady fuck buddy....they should have a website, yes there has to be a website for that......

I AM DONE........ took me almost 4 weeks but i'm fuckin finished with this Arch. Competition crap Lyceum ...., sigh and in 6 days i'll found out if i wasted my time or i've kicked everyones ass and won some money.... god knows i can use 10k...or 6k...either or...but hey like the saying goes....2nd is NOT winning and no one ever remembers who came in third